It all started the first time my High School girlfriend went down on me. I'm 30 and can remember having curious thoughts as far back as my teens. I'm not sure if it was my desire to try it was growing, or just the influence of the internet on my mind. This thought had been happening more and more lately. I wonder what it would be like to suck a cock. It's just kind of been there, lurking in the back of my mind. I don't remember the first time I thought about it.